this weekend everything goes back to how it used to be.
everyone returns.
its like we never left.
well, of course i never left.
im excited for the big move in but not at all excited to start school. the idea that i may not graduate on time has burrowed so deep in my brain that its making it hard to concentrate. ive got too much to do and no energy to do any of it.
j, we should start a crew. an, i-hate-the-way-school-makes-me-feel-crew. i cant wait to party like its 1987 with you.
either way im excited.
i get to live with my 3 favorite people for millions of months and i am at a good/happy point in my life. something which has not happened to me, ever. i credit my beautiful friends, my beautiful family. i am also at a point where i am just letting things happen and i am not one for caring about the consequences anymore. that, has always slowed me down.
that, has always left me unhappy.
so hannah montana is gonna come to rhode island tommorow, and by hannah montana i mean hannah, the hurricane.
i agree, both equally annoying. shes supposed to rain down on us for many hours and send some lightning bolts down.
bitch.
doesn't she know that two beautiful women are landing at tfgreen that day? what a whore.
also, something strange is happening, something which has never happened till this summer.
i have attracted attractive men. i dont know what to do. ive got two hot dominicans, which are my fave, and an asian boy who are either trying to make me their wifey or take me to bed. im not sure.
i don't want to be a whurr, but i kinda do.
i don't want to know, i just want this year to happen. i don't want to think.
i just really want to have fun.
ok.
too much info?
Its time for some adventure.
Its time for some fun.
I wont lie. So far, I've had an awesome summer.
From being in New York every other weekend to see my girls, which in turn has led me to meet some amazing people, to Katherine making the cross country journey after months of not seeing her to just hanging out with my friends here in Providence. It has without a doubt been great. I am genuinely happy right now.
I work alot, yes. But the rewards have been more than enough.
Skating and hanging out all summer with some of the most genuine people I know.
Hanging out with my brother, which has been really cool.
And seeing my mom happy, which brings me too much joy.
I can't ask for more than to see people around me happy, and this summer has been pretty much that.
I end work next week which is awesome. Im going to miss working at as220, but Im gonna be happy to have days off and not work every hour at Delias.
And now to top off what has already been a great season and to end this summer right and ring in maybe my last year in Providence, Ricky, Juan, Carlos and I are gonna make a journey down to Ohio.
Skatetopia is there, as is mi vieja.
Everyone wins.
I am so excited to be going on a roadtrip I can't sleep.
I have to be at work in like 5 hours and instead I am making plans, making mix cds, and making lists.
I cant wait. I am weak at the knees. I feel like an explorer.
I can't decide what to write anymore.
But.
Everybody posts. Everybody's got something to say.
I on the other hand only have one thing to say.
I hate Delia.
I've been working at Delias again for about a month and everyday I realize why it took me so long to go back.
Enough of that. All I ever do now is complain about that bitch, I don't want her under my skin.
See what I mean, now that Im not so jaded I have nothing intresting to say.
I might vlog tonite though. So get ready for an akward video.
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